I’m complex, LOL

 Btw my previous post tell you that i’m super extrovert but then I realized that I’m anti social too, sometimes i want to go out hang out with friends just have a nice chit chat, but then again I love being alone in my rom just to play a game whole day long or just watching TV alone or maybe read some good books under my blanket, I really enjoy it, but I just can’t go out alone. It gives me anxiety. Klo berdua kan orang liatin kita dari atas ampe bawah bodo amat ada temen, and “oh si temen gue yang dijutekin” wkwkwk, gak deng ga suka aja keluar rumah sendirian. 

Btw this post agak panjang yaa, karena situesiyen mama lunanaya di KRL berdiri dan agak lama, jadi pen curhat tentang hidup, anjayy..

Lately gw ngerasa kayak cepet capek, cepet tidur, wkwkkw pelor. Tidur jam 11 lewat dikit aja besoknya sakit badan, fix sih gw udh tua wkwkwk almost 40 jiir. Wkwkwk 

Pelajaran apa yg di dapet di umur gw yg almost 40 ini?

1. You can’t expect people to treat you the same way like you did!
2. Be nice to people! "My friend once told me, 'You gotta have two faces. Be nice to people, even if later you talk about them behind their back, that’s your business!' And yeah, it’s true. You have to be good to people because you never know, maybe one day they’ll become someone important or success. I’m not asking to get rich with them, I just want them to remember me as a good person. That’s it."
3. You’re the one who create your own destiny, don’t wait for people to bring you a diamond, dig your own diamond!

Tapi nomer 2 agak sulit yaa wkwkwk, bener sih kata mbak marlyn ini klo mau punya 2 muka minimal 1 mukanya cakep, mo cakep omongan mo cakep beneran serah! Tp sulit bangett kayak gue tuh gbs banget sama org lelet, sama orang klamar klemer, klo udh ga suka rasanya pen gw sikat ajaa wkwkkw. But yes darling you’re fully ugly then wkwkkw dah lah udh sampe bojong masih aje berdiri hufft, ini mbaknya dr mule masuk udh tidur kirain bakal turun di bojong, tp tar klo udh nyampe bogor dia duluan berdiri heran wkwkwk. Giliran ada teriak prioritas pules bgt, giliran udh sampe gercep bgt!