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Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 8, 2026

 


Have you ever noticed that the older you get, the smaller your circle becomes?

I actually feel lucky because I have two little girls, and maybe one day they'll grow up to become my forever best friends.

It's funny because I used to be such an extreme extrovert. I couldn't go anywhere by myself. There was even a time when I asked our ART to come hang out with me and watch a movie at the cinema because I just couldn't stand being alone.

I also remember those days when lunch meant sitting with a whole group of people, laughing, eating, and having little chats to escape all the office drama for a while.

Now, things are different. I find comfort in taking a quiet nap in the prayer room after praying or enjoying lunch by myself with Netflix playing on my screen.

I never thought solitude would become something I'd cherish, but somehow it feels peaceful now. Maybe growing older isn't about having more people around you, maybe it's about finding peace within yourself.


Monday, August 26, 2013

let it die



LET IT DIE -Feist

"Let It Die"
Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

young - multi talented - but-too-young-to-death :(



There is always a story to tell behind the story. A life that should have held promise is now gone. The list grows of celebrities that succumb to their internal monsters. Sadly many cannot resist that road down to perdition.. for the price is too heavily paid.

Cory Monteith 
(11 Mei 2013 - 13 Juli 2013)
31 Years old
Kemaren baru denger berita kematiannya Finn Hudson (Glee cast-Cory Monteith) 11 Mei 2013 - 13 Juli 2013, wow 31 is such a young age. kayaknya banyak banget yah young-talented hollywood death cause by alcohol and drugs addicted, sayang banget padahal men umur lo masih 31, masih muda belia, masih seger-segerrnya dipake kalo disni jadi pemaen sinetron, model dll yeah it was saddest news i've heard :( he's too cute..



Cory Monteith, the handsome young actor who shot to fame in the hit TV series "Glee" but was beset by addiction struggles so fierce that he once said he was lucky to be alive, was found dead in a hotel room 
 source: http://www.billboard.com/articles/news/1621033/glee-star-cory-monteith-found-dead


Cory Monteith mulai rehab pertama saat umurnya 19 tahun, dan tahun 2011 dia keluar dari rehab, and he's lucky to be alive dan walaupun gak berhasil, para fans GLEEK menghormati perjuangan dia untuk keluar dari jeratan narkoba yang telah merenggut nyawanya,para gleek yang di dunia maya berduka atas kepergiannya tersebut. Hingga saat ini, hashtag #Glee dan Cory Monteith masih menjadi topik tren. Berbagai berita tentang Cory Monteith dan dugaan meninggalnya Cory Monteith karena overdosis pun kian ramai diberitakan di media., iyalah siapa juga yang gak suka nonton glee, re-make lagu jadi makin keren :'( btw rip Finn WE LOVE YOU

another popularity-young-dead
22 Juli 2011



(14 September 1983 – 23 July 2011)
27 years old

Masih inget dong lagu Rehabnya -Amy Winnehouse? keren banget dengan suara deep contralto yang beda banget sama pemusik jazz lainnya, i'm not jazz lover but her, i adore her voice sooo muuuch dulu ingett bgt semua lagunya Amy ada semua di mp3 list song tapi ya gitu dandannya kacau banget kayak yang mau nunjukin kalau dia tuh beneran drugs addict, yah apalagi setelah nongol lagunya yang Rehab. daaan badannya yang suppppeeer skinnyy makin memperjelas kalo dia kecanduan drugs, 


gila 27 tahun, my age  next years later, and what i really want in 27 yo?
there's so much dreams i want to reach out, for me. i want married with someone who crazy for me, do all he can to protect me, and no cheat happy more, less drama..i'm tired with cheat people, hehe..and have a lots of kiddos, but this young women stumble into her fame and being drugs and alcohol addict..owh meeen!


2 ambulans dipanggil ke kediamannya di London, saat itu tim forensik belum bisa bilang apa-apa, sampai laporan pertama dari pihak penyelidik Inggris bilang kalo di dalem darahnya mengandung alkohol 0,416%, dimana itu 5x lipatnya batas drink-drive, wow!!
tiba-tiba kepolisian Inggris membuka kembali kasusnya Amy Winnehouse pada tanggal 8 Januari 2013 walaupun pihak keluarga gak minta kepolisian membuka kembali kasusnya, namun Koroner Shirley Radcliffe mengatakan, Amy  meninggal karena "keracunan alkohol", dan ditambahkan, tingkat alkohol setinggi itu biasa dikaitkan dengan kematian."


Dikatakan, Winehouse "mengonsumsi alkohol selama bertahun-tahun lamanya" dan ditambahkan, "dua botol vodka yang kosong tergeletak di lantai" di sisi tempat tidurnya ketika mayatnya ditemukan.


tapi pada akhir Juni 2013, pihak keluarga mengeluarkan statement yang cukup mengejutkan (-atau tidak begitu mengejutkan melihat foto Amy Winnehouse diatas), mereka mengatakan kalau Amy punya penyakit eating disorder.
"She suffered from bulimia very badly. That's not, like, a revelation – you knew just by looking at her… She would have died eventually, the way she was going, but what really killed her was the bulimia … I think that it left her weaker and more susceptible. Had she not had an eating disorder, she would have been physically stronger " - Alex Winnehouse from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Winehouse



Brittany Murphy (November 10, 1977 – December 20, 2009)
32 Years old

siapaaa juga yang gak kenal sama eneng Brittany Murphy, si Alex di Film 8 Mile ini ditemukan tewas di rumahnya. Ia ditemukan ibunya sendiri. Lalu, aktris ini dibawa ke rumah sakit tetapi nyawanya tak tertolong lagi,penyebabnya masih misterius. Ada yang bilang karena serangan jantung tapi ada juga yang mengatakan karena ketergantungan obat-obatan penghilang rasa sakit.

Heath Ledger
(4 April 1979 – 22 January 2008)
28 years old

sama miteriusnya dengan Brittany Murphy hingga kematiannya sang joker, masih banyak spekulasi tentang penyebab dibalik kematian joker, ada yang bilang bunuh diri, ada yg bilang dibunuh.
Pada 22 Januari 2008, dia ditemukan meninggal di apartemennya di daerah SoHo, New York City. Jenazahnya ditemukan pada pukul 3:26 sore, dengan sejumlah obat tidur. Polisi sejauh ini belum mencurigai adanya kasus pembunuhan dalam kematian Heath. namun yang jelas Joker meninggal karena ketergangutngan obat-obat2an *again sigh.


DJ AM
(March 30, 1973 – August 28, 2009)
36 years old

DJ AM a.k.a Adam Goldstein, mungkin belum banyak yang kenal sama foto diatas, gmn kalo yang dibawah :

yak bener mantan pacarnya Nicole richie BFFnya Paris hilton, ini meninggal di usia 36 tahun, mungkin dia gak sefamous papa ronch, blink 182 di asia, tapi dia orang dibelakang kesuksesan para rocker,
Goldstein was found dead in his New York City apartment on August 28, 2009, from an apparent drug overdose
again young talented artist rest in popularity :( 

but however being happening doesn't always good,
they're rich, they're young famous, people always follow their recent update, follow the way they look, but what that's for when you feel unhappy?
and in my opinion they (-young, promising, talented) needs help guiding through fame and success) so no more heart breaking

Thursday, June 20, 2013



Hari ini ada yang curhat sama saya panggillah dia Angsa..si Angsa ini dlunya manajer di perusaahaan Angin Ribut krena masalah kesehatan dia pindah ke kantor gue yang  Sekarang...gak salah2 amat sihihhh, cuma wtf dia sukses dikntornya yg lama..dia  made a bling-bling there  and suddenly she's back from hero to zero like i said life is about to choose..dari yang tdnya dia punya bawahan, dia punya anak buah people respect her so much..and she start all over again like a white paper..she made her move..when fake people start ignoring her, talking about her behind her back and she's little bit frustated but at least She's try to give what her body need and what she need is not What she want..and she realized not all bestfriend when she's on top still good at her..people just changed like every move,every up and down there'S a big differences about their treatment..this is life honey, whatever your choice last decide it's your deal..you can't have both at same time..


No matter what you choose, there's must be another chance,but you never did something wrong twice, the second time is your choose not a mistake anymore :) so if someone did a same mistake over and over again the last one is their deal..