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Monday, August 26, 2013

let it die



LET IT DIE -Feist

"Let It Die"
Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Long live Indonesia! -Dirgahayu RI

asekk judulnya udah nasionalisme bgt..
hahaha, apapun, saya tetep cinta Indonesia, cuma di Indonesia surganya makanan Enak di dunia,
cuma Indonesia yang punya Bali, hahah whatever,,
semoga Indonesia makin berseri, makin makmur, makin mati para koruptornya, makin sejahtera rakyatnya aamiiin...
minggu ini saya gak pulang ke rumah karena cucian sealaihim gambreng, sejak ditinggal si Mba Merit, sidejob saya adalah pembokat sibook,,nyuci baju seminggu, ealah secara balik kerja gak mungkin nyuci, ngepel nyapu,, kamar kosan lantai kosan udah berasa berlendir2 deh pas tadi di pel >,,<
berharap bisa liat pawai yg lewat sepeda hias kek, atau kostum apa kek..tapiii, boro2, lomba balap karung aja gak ada, gak enak ya tinggal di komplek suku bangsa yg dulu pernah di intimidasi, kyknya boro2 mau ikut lomba, bendera aja kalah sama dupa --" no offense just speak what i saw..
perasaan dlu pas masih SD paas kompleknya masih di Bantarjati semua lomba ada
such as:
pole climbing/panjat pinang


panjat pinang is a nut-tree poles are fairly high and very slippery, a single climber would have almost no chance of reaching the top, so contestants usually work together and split the rewards, if they succeed. Prizes consist of foods, like cheese, sugar, flour, and clothes

Balap Karung



balap karung is one of the popular traditional race on the day Indonesia's independence. A number of participants are required to enter their body into a gunny and then race to the finish line.


Lomba Makan Kerupuk


Competition eating crackers is one of the popular traditional race on the Indonesia's independence day.Race committee set up crackers number of participants who hung with ropes side by side to a long rope.The participants competed for eating crackers each, and the winner is the fastest participant that crackers devour.This is the challenge of the race, participants are not allowed to use hands - in eating crackers, participants are only allowed to use their mouth.

etc..
lomba apa dlu yang pernah kamu ikutin?
i've try makan kerupuk and because i'm the smallest participant so I lose the game, lol but however it such awesome moment :)

Happy birthday my county
Happy Birthday Indonesia

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Little Scar

Dear you, Little Scar Star

wind blew the dust,
recall all memories back
in the black night my hand searches a line between dreams and reality
one little star shines on my face
and suddenly i started miss you, like i always did before
like a star, even your light not as shinny as sun, but still you make the dark turned into beautiful
hiding behind the concentrated black wall
secretly smile and love mee
i know that the feeling won't changed
no matter the situation or it's never been there?
i wish you're there when I wake up from bad dreams,
like before, holding me and said it just a dreams

and now i realized little star not only me who feel your warm in the middle of the night 
but also someone else
who adore you and need you as much as I do
who willing her life to make her completed like another soul\
tell me little star, should i closed my curtains and reject your shinny
but then again my night was so dark and I used to see your light to warm my night
when all is done
when my love has all washed away
only the longing scars remain 
only words "goodbye" remain
so I wont Forget you

Eid Mubarak



Eid Mubarak My Muslims Brother and Sister :)
Semoga di pertemukan lagi dengan Ramadhan Tahun depan, Amiiinn,
Pada Mudik gak?
Ih kecian deh yang gak punya kampung :p
aku mudik doong, gak nannya ya? biarin pemberitahuan week,
Kemaren nyoain berangkat Malem, abis teraweh, setelah tahun-tahun yang lalu selalu berangkat siang dan diakhiri dengan buka puasa siang hari karena gak nahan haus + panasnya..akhirnya kita nyoba berangkat malem, entah kenapa Bokap selalu suka mudik pake Mobil, pernah wktu itu aku ama dd aku lagi ga enak badan, ngusulin naik Pesawat aja, ehh dia beliin tiket buat kita berdua, bokap ma nyokap ttp naik Mobil, ya maksudnya kesian sih mereka udah tua ttp harus bersaing di jalanan yang metal dan kejam itu --".
tapi setiap ditanya knp harus naik mobil, jawabannya samaa...
hikmah mudiknya lebih berasa klo naik mobil --" apa coba yah maksudnya..

sekali waktu pernah gak mudik, emang sih ada perasaan, ih kangen yaa mudik...tapi ya entah mungkin di kampung halaman bokap juga cuma heboh hari p1 dan ke2nya sisanya ngemoll buat cari AC, wkekeke..

oh iya review aja sih klo mau mudik...
(butuh syukur, enggak juga buat refensi aja)

Jalur Utara (pantura)
beuuh kalo denger jalan ini pasti horor kebyang byk bis2 luar kota lewat sini, tapi ya itu jadi byk tmnnya, ngeri juga kan klo mobil cuma sendiri, gak ada yang senasip sepenanggungan karena byak yg lewat sini makanya jajanan2 juga berserakan dijalan nilai + buat yg suka makan, seperti saya ehem...dan buat para emak2 yg doyan shopping kebutuhan dapur :D..karena byaknya pengunjung makanya toilet, jalanan, mesjid dijamin kotor+bau, ya ada sebagian emg rapiih bgt tp tetep bau pesingnya ga nahan --"

Jalur Selatan 
buat yang suka pemandanga indah nan menawan, silahkan lewat sini makanan juga ada sih, cuma ga sebyak di pantura, dan dijamin toilet dan mesjid bersiiih bgt, pantura karena deket laur airnya kurang sejuk, tp disni sejuk bgt..

yah after all Eid Mubarak, have a happy and peace Eid Minal Aidzin WalFaidzin
May the Choicest of Allah SWT fill your life with peace joy and prosperity..

Saturday, July 27, 2013

do you believe in love at first sight?



Love goes by haps; Some Cupid kills with arrows, some with traps -William Shakespeare
Pernah denger cinta pada pandangan pertama? sounds silly but i did :( sebut aja ya dia si Mr.Dejavu, kemaren ceritanya dimulai dari buka puasa, hah! temen2 gue ngajakin buka puasa di kokas, yowes emg kebenran dikosan lagi gak masak enak, akirnyaaa berangkatlah saya dengan si teman, nonton pacific rim dan makan..*gak konsisten :p pas selese nonton ga ada pertanda akan hujan, atau si Hujan terlalu mendramatrisir film Pasific Rim yang Hujan mulu? hahha. karena udah malem juga akhirnya kita teroboslah si Hujan (kita pake motor loh!), belum sampe kosan, si Hujan makin dahsyat, karena si temen gw udah nyerah, "gak sanggup bek, gak keliatan jalanannya" dan gue pun gak mau mati muda, akhirnya menepilah dibawah jembatan tebet situ, dan emg sekumpulan orang banyak yg neduh disitu.



ada yang berhenti melihat hujan dengan tatapan nenar, ada juga yang cuma berhenti sebentar mengenakan jas hujan kemudian pergi lagi, semua orang kyak yang sibuk, dan rame banget! dari sekian orang yg hilir mudik, ada satu yang bikin gue gak mau ngedip, gak mau gamau lepasin pandangan pdahal si Teman udah ngajakin ngobrol berkali-kali, yakk satu motor datang dengan 2 orang diatasnya, salah satunya adalah si Mr.Dejavu  dia ngendarain motornya dan cekikikan sambil minggirin motornya, iya belakangnya konyol semua badan ditutupin kantong kresek item >,< Geez where'd you get that stuff, mereka turun dari motor yang ngendarin motornya masih ketawa-ketawa kegelian, sementara penumpangannya ngomel-ngomel entah apa yang diomelinnya, mungkin sama dengan sebagian org yang lagi neduh disana, but like dejavu kayaknya entah dimana gw pernah ngerasa kyk gitu dan dia mukanya gak asing, huaaa who are you? did we knows each other si pengemudi motor itu ngeh klo gue lagi ngeliatin dia, dia ngurangi kegeliannya trus senyum GOD, andai waktu itu gak ada si temen udah gue samperin trus gw ajak kenalan, tp si temen ttp ngajak ngobrol ini itu, gak enaklah ya klo udah ada yg ujan-ujanan cuma buat nganter lo ke kosan tiba-tiba lo ngajak kenalan cowo yg baru lo liat..
si penumpang nyolek dia tanda dia udah siap bertempur dengan jubah kresek+galaknya hujan, si Mr.Dejavu ngangguk sambil ngamanin Hpnya dibawah jok motor, sampai dia pergi i feel like, who are you? have we meet before? muka lo ga asing, ketawanyaa, geez kyknya gue mabok air ujan,


dan sejak kejadian hujan, gw gak pernah ketemu si Mr.Dejavu lagi, selain entah dimana rumahnya, gue juga bukan tipe orang yang suka keluyuran klo ga penting banget, i'd rather sit on my lappy with hot chocolate and start googling, your YSL, Jimmy Choo already there. tapi ketawanya nyampe ke mimpi..




dannn kemaren, gw mau beli si Phoebee, karena gw gak ngerti jeroannya si Phoebee makanya gw ajak si Temen yang ngerti Jeroannya Phoebee, jam 5 cus dia jemput gue, manja bgt ya gue, udah minta tolong, minta dijemput pula, si Temen untung baek. tp dia isi bensin dlu deket2 situ, dannnnnn TAU GAK SIAPA BELAKANG GW, pas lagi ngantri bensin, belakang gue kasak kusuk
"udah pake duit gue aja"
"nda usah, ini ada kok"
"ih dia mah ga enakan!"
saking ributnya gw nengok daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn hello Mr.dejavu, mau pingsan gw liatnya..
dan lagi, ketemu pas si Teman yg baek lagi sama gw, oh mennn!
dan dia ngeliat gue, aaa Mr.Dejavu ngeliat gue pas gw lagi khusyuk ngeliatin mukanya, gila-gila ember mana emberrr..

Kesimpulan :
- Si Mr.Dejavu sama Dakocan (penumpangnya yg rada ajaib) adalah teman dekat
- Si Mr.Dejavu Rumah/Idupnya gak jauh2 dari bentangan Kasablanca-Otista
- Dia Tau gw suka ngeliatin dia
- Si Mr.Dejavu *kayaknya* karyawan, diliat kmren (-Jumat) dia pake baju batik + Sepatu Pentofel
- Masih Ada kemungkinan gw ktmu lagi
- Ketemunya setiap ama Temen gue mulu, jadi mungkin kasih tak sampai lagi :((

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

young - multi talented - but-too-young-to-death :(



There is always a story to tell behind the story. A life that should have held promise is now gone. The list grows of celebrities that succumb to their internal monsters. Sadly many cannot resist that road down to perdition.. for the price is too heavily paid.

Cory Monteith 
(11 Mei 2013 - 13 Juli 2013)
31 Years old
Kemaren baru denger berita kematiannya Finn Hudson (Glee cast-Cory Monteith) 11 Mei 2013 - 13 Juli 2013, wow 31 is such a young age. kayaknya banyak banget yah young-talented hollywood death cause by alcohol and drugs addicted, sayang banget padahal men umur lo masih 31, masih muda belia, masih seger-segerrnya dipake kalo disni jadi pemaen sinetron, model dll yeah it was saddest news i've heard :( he's too cute..



Cory Monteith, the handsome young actor who shot to fame in the hit TV series "Glee" but was beset by addiction struggles so fierce that he once said he was lucky to be alive, was found dead in a hotel room 
 source: http://www.billboard.com/articles/news/1621033/glee-star-cory-monteith-found-dead


Cory Monteith mulai rehab pertama saat umurnya 19 tahun, dan tahun 2011 dia keluar dari rehab, and he's lucky to be alive dan walaupun gak berhasil, para fans GLEEK menghormati perjuangan dia untuk keluar dari jeratan narkoba yang telah merenggut nyawanya,para gleek yang di dunia maya berduka atas kepergiannya tersebut. Hingga saat ini, hashtag #Glee dan Cory Monteith masih menjadi topik tren. Berbagai berita tentang Cory Monteith dan dugaan meninggalnya Cory Monteith karena overdosis pun kian ramai diberitakan di media., iyalah siapa juga yang gak suka nonton glee, re-make lagu jadi makin keren :'( btw rip Finn WE LOVE YOU

another popularity-young-dead
22 Juli 2011



(14 September 1983 – 23 July 2011)
27 years old

Masih inget dong lagu Rehabnya -Amy Winnehouse? keren banget dengan suara deep contralto yang beda banget sama pemusik jazz lainnya, i'm not jazz lover but her, i adore her voice sooo muuuch dulu ingett bgt semua lagunya Amy ada semua di mp3 list song tapi ya gitu dandannya kacau banget kayak yang mau nunjukin kalau dia tuh beneran drugs addict, yah apalagi setelah nongol lagunya yang Rehab. daaan badannya yang suppppeeer skinnyy makin memperjelas kalo dia kecanduan drugs, 


gila 27 tahun, my age  next years later, and what i really want in 27 yo?
there's so much dreams i want to reach out, for me. i want married with someone who crazy for me, do all he can to protect me, and no cheat happy more, less drama..i'm tired with cheat people, hehe..and have a lots of kiddos, but this young women stumble into her fame and being drugs and alcohol addict..owh meeen!


2 ambulans dipanggil ke kediamannya di London, saat itu tim forensik belum bisa bilang apa-apa, sampai laporan pertama dari pihak penyelidik Inggris bilang kalo di dalem darahnya mengandung alkohol 0,416%, dimana itu 5x lipatnya batas drink-drive, wow!!
tiba-tiba kepolisian Inggris membuka kembali kasusnya Amy Winnehouse pada tanggal 8 Januari 2013 walaupun pihak keluarga gak minta kepolisian membuka kembali kasusnya, namun Koroner Shirley Radcliffe mengatakan, Amy  meninggal karena "keracunan alkohol", dan ditambahkan, tingkat alkohol setinggi itu biasa dikaitkan dengan kematian."


Dikatakan, Winehouse "mengonsumsi alkohol selama bertahun-tahun lamanya" dan ditambahkan, "dua botol vodka yang kosong tergeletak di lantai" di sisi tempat tidurnya ketika mayatnya ditemukan.


tapi pada akhir Juni 2013, pihak keluarga mengeluarkan statement yang cukup mengejutkan (-atau tidak begitu mengejutkan melihat foto Amy Winnehouse diatas), mereka mengatakan kalau Amy punya penyakit eating disorder.
"She suffered from bulimia very badly. That's not, like, a revelation – you knew just by looking at her… She would have died eventually, the way she was going, but what really killed her was the bulimia … I think that it left her weaker and more susceptible. Had she not had an eating disorder, she would have been physically stronger " - Alex Winnehouse fromhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Winehouse



Brittany Murphy (November 10, 1977 – December 20, 2009)
32 Years old

siapaaa juga yang gak kenal sama eneng Brittany Murphy, si Alex di Film 8 Mile ini ditemukan tewas di rumahnya. Ia ditemukan ibunya sendiri. Lalu, aktris ini dibawa ke rumah sakit tetapi nyawanya tak tertolong lagi,penyebabnya masih misterius. Ada yang bilang karena serangan jantung tapi ada juga yang mengatakan karena ketergantungan obat-obatan penghilang rasa sakit.

Heath Ledger
(4 April 1979 – 22 January 2008)
28 years old

sama miteriusnya dengan Brittany Murphy hingga kematiannya sang joker, masih banyak spekulasi tentang penyebab dibalik kematian joker, ada yang bilang bunuh diri, ada yg bilang dibunuh.
Pada 22 Januari 2008, dia ditemukan meninggal di apartemennya di daerah SoHo, New York City. Jenazahnya ditemukan pada pukul 3:26 sore, dengan sejumlah obat tidur. Polisi sejauh ini belum mencurigai adanya kasus pembunuhan dalam kematian Heath. namun yang jelas Joker meninggal karena ketergangutngan obat-obat2an *again sigh.


DJ AM
(March 30, 1973 – August 28, 2009)
36 years old

DJ AM a.k.a Adam Goldstein, mungkin belum banyak yang kenal sama foto diatas, gmn kalo yang dibawah :

yak bener mantan pacarnya Nicole richie BFFnya Paris hilton, ini meninggal di usia 36 tahun, mungkin dia gak sefamous papa ronch, blink 182 di asia, tapi dia orang dibelakang kesuksesan para rocker,
Goldstein was found dead in his New York City apartment on August 28, 2009, from an apparent drug overdose
again young talented artist rest in popularity :( 

but however being happening doesn't always good,
they're rich, they're young famous, people always follow their recent update, follow the way they look, but what that's for when you feel unhappy?
and in my opinion they (-young, promising, talented) needs help guiding through fame and success) so no more heart breaking

Monday, July 15, 2013

Ramadhan Kareem

Happy Ramadhan Kareem to all bloggers and readers

"telat 5 hari oii telat lu bekk!!" tenang permisah, saya emg baru puasa hari inii, jadi lebih baik terlambat daripada tidak sama sekali, ngeles aja kayak bajaj..
Hari ini abis gue dicengin ama 1 lantai gara2 foto gw ma pak ali abu dibakar wktu ke Medan, oh ya FYI aja sih ya, di Dept. Akuntansi tuh ada Geng, Cabiduterz, dimana personelnya sungguh kreatif dalam menciptakan lagu yang mengundang decak sinis orang2 hehehehe 


dimana dlu ada sebuah ajang bakat, dan mereka gak lolos, maka mulailah pencaharian personil dimulai

Bapak Yonz : Pencipta lagu paling Handal, inget lagu yg dinyanyiin Rihanna yg judulnya Diamond? nah itu sebenernya gak ada hubungannya sama tek-kotek-kotek anak ayam kann? Nah dengan kecerdasan luar biasanya dia memulai cabiduterz dengan lagu rainkarnasinya Diamond..

alkisah suatu malem yang sunyi dimana para pekerja akuntasi masih berkutat dengan angka, tiba-tiba pak Yonz dengan serius nannya, 
Y: ada yg tau lagu ini gak?
Kitah : apaan?
Y: Tek-kotek-kotek daimon, tek kotek kotek daymon..
Bu wiw : anak ayam?
Y: lah bukan loh yg dinyanyiiin patin itu lohhh
pak Zaid : bukan gitu kali liriknya, tp syalalallalala like a diamond, judulnya diamond yg nyanyi Rahwana (*laaah disangka tukul)..

ada lagi, kenapa grup band ini terbentukk?
jawabnya long storyyyyy..
cerita kita mau holiday bareng2 ke Medan, udah booked mobil travelnya, ternyata supirnya suku ehem, ya ampuun, lo tau kan jalanan ke danau toba kanan kirinya jurang meeenn!!! dan dia bawanya ngebut sengebut2nya..perjalanan dari airport-danau toba kira-kira 12jam, dan selama itu juga kita mendengarkan lagu kebangsaan "lai lai lai lai lai lai lai" full house remix --" masya Allah..
setelah ganti mobil  3x ganti supir 2x dan ehem addditional driver terakhir ganteng banget, sebenernya dia bukan supir tp karena dia gak tega liat mamang2nya ngantuk pas nyetirin kita, akhirnya dia dengan ketampanannya menggantikan supir kita.. --@ co cwiiittt pucink2 liatnya

tapi perjalanan 12 jam ituh tergantikan dengan indahnya pemandangaan yah SUBHANALLAHHH bgttt,
berasa ikutan maen di pelemnya si edwardddd sumpe deh deh deh,,,

sunset at toba lake


keren kaaannn, emg sih ada filternya dikit, tp cuma ditmbahin doank tajemnya (biar kagak usah asah golok lagi), tp sisanya asli kyk begonoo.. heuheu..




karena perjalanannya memakan byk wkatu jadi kita ngapain aja deh biar gak bored di busnya, adaaa aja kisah yang bisa diketawain,

kayak potoh iniii:
Uchia boboknya nyenyak anet, dia ampe bilang kok aku bangun2 badannya sakit semuah yaaa --" yaeyalah orang supirnya metal bener, semua lobang+tikungan hajar mamen!! hiiiyy...


dan dia tetap bobok cantik (sebelah kirinya yg bobok cantik*)

lagi rame nyanyi2 tiba2 bau semilir gak cihuy alias bau kereta (kentut nyerempet ta*), heboh dah tuh semua, entah bau apa tapi bucuk bgt, semua heboh kecuali 1 orang pak Ali abu ditabok, biasanya doi paling heboh kalo udah masalah ceng2an, jadilah dia tertuduh buta..
"Pak ali kali nii pak ali kentut", "Pak ali tidur tuuhh!!", " ya bisa aja sambil bobo sambil kentut," "Pura-pura tidur kali tuh biar gak dituduh" dan ternyata ttp si pak ali gak bergeming

semenit kemudian...
saat semua sudah hening, tiba-tiba ada suara yang berasal dari pak ali abu ditabok

"ADA YG PUNYA TOLAK ANGIN GAK? MASUK ANGIN NIHH" kata pak ali sambil pukul2 perutnya, berati tadi bau yg menyengat itu berasal dariiii....

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

theme song


i love guys version, the girl is good but dunno this one is sooo heartache 

"Impossible"
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know...
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know...

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Sayonara


i don't get it why should be goodbye in every hello.


Ngerasa gak sih kl kita kayak diuber-uber waktu?
rasanya baru minggu kemaren ketemu mahluk unyu-unyu ini, dan harus say goodbye at the short time huhuhu, (Ki-ka : Jeaneete, Angel)

hehe, two adorable kiddos are sister, and i don't understand why they're so different, i mean the character..
Jeanette are really lovely and silly also spoiled, and sweet talk, and the other one Anggie, she's smart, very serious and independent.
My Auntie always call Jeannete Drama Queen, like everything about Drama, lol.. I remember when she's eat her cake, it's look like rabbit, and she tells her mom, "Mom i don't wanna eat it, it's so adorable, it will hurt the rabbit when i start to eat." and her mom told her "she'll crying if you don't eat her, come on hurry eat the cake" and with face full of tears she's finally did it, lol..
Angie, She told me about her school when she's becoming famous there because she's good at all lesson, and she told me one popular blonde with blue eyes ask her "you must be Angel Right", and it suppressed her..
i love when baby Jeje started to hug me when my eyes getting bigger and told me "i love you kk desy" and tell me how can i really mad at this cutie-pie --"

and yesterday, i'm dropped by to airport just to say goodbye,
and she ask me to carry her and her tears suddenly falling down :( how cute.. 


and that one when she ask us, are you gonna miss me when i'm gone, i mean when i'm really back to my home at America :((((

and yesterday also i was fight with yeaah yeaah he's totally changed he's never try to cooling me down when i was mad at him again but he set fire on us, like we're not okay, we're broken and we're tired :( feels like he's not the one i used to love..

but i'm hiding my ego, try to calm myself down and say sorry first cause when i'm not the shadow of good memories about him will suddenly disappear and i don't want it, and i don't know him at all when he's yelling at me and told me "i never ask you to stay" is he forget he's the only one who said stay when i said i was tired of holding our memories which suddenly disappear.

yeah it's really up to you leaving with bad memories stick in our head forever, 
or leaving as good as people won't forget you 
you choose dahling

Thursday, June 20, 2013



Hari ini ada yang curhat sama saya panggillah dia Angsa..si Angsa ini dlunya manajer di perusaahaan Angin Ribut krena masalah kesehatan dia pindah ke kantor gue yang  Sekarang...gak salah2 amat sihihhh, cuma wtf dia sukses dikntornya yg lama..dia  made a bling-bling there  and suddenly she's back from hero to zero like i said life is about to choose..dari yang tdnya dia punya bawahan, dia punya anak buah people respect her so much..and she start all over again like a white paper..she made her move..when fake people start ignoring her, talking about her behind her back and she's little bit frustated but at least She's try to give what her body need and what she need is not What she want..and she realized not all bestfriend when she's on top still good at her..people just changed like every move,every up and down there'S a big differences about their treatment..this is life honey, whatever your choice last decide it's your deal..you can't have both at same time..


No matter what you choose, there's must be another chance,but you never did something wrong twice, the second time is your choose not a mistake anymore :) so if someone did a same mistake over and over again the last one is their deal..

Saturday, May 11, 2013

03: 28 AM

still can't sleep your face still around even i close my eyes,
the blue of Saturday singing my scars
how are you there?
will your face still the same
will your heart paint my name
will you remember every joke we've made
will you always find the reason to hold me?
will you always cool me down when i'm on high temperature
will u stay the same?
will you remember me?
can i sleep now?

Friday, May 10, 2013

TGIF dan setumpuk sandwich lapis cinta

TGIF SEMUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
Seperti biasa saya naik RKW -Rangkaian Kereta Wanita Jumat ini, biasanya RKW tuh sepi bgt, setaon yang lalu sih sepinya hakhakhak pas jaman sosialisasi, tapi gatau yah selalu suka ngeliatin kehectican stasiun dan kegiatan pagi orang-orang hihi, biasa itu lagi itu lagi dirumah,

udah sarapan beluuuum? jgn lp sarapan yaa, nanti kamu mati!!!
wkwkwk, hari ini ga sempet sarapan gara2 ya itu udah lama banget ga naek kereta jadi excited dan buru-buru, pdhal dr mlem udah niat mau makan roti isi keju, siapa tau kalo rutin makan itu tiba2 berubah jadi bule, amin.... etapiiii sampe stasiun keretanya belum dateng, dan fansnya para emak-emak dan eneng-eneng udah antri nunggu si RKW, mantep kan dan mukanya sama semua flatttt *efek Harpitnas kali ye* dan lupa lagi mau beli sarapan..

akhirnya sampe stasiun cawang  baru ketemu sarapan dan tadaaaa, ktnu si sandwich lapis keju
huftt agak ingett tetangga, yang dulu saya bawain sarapan sandwich ;) apakabar kamu?
lanjut tarrrrr,,,bel masuk uda bunyi *sekolaaah kaleeee

Thursday, May 9, 2013

another SOC-MED and S.o.S of flu

Namanya Juga Mbah kesayangan, harus sering-sering ditulis , ditengok biar gak kenapa-kenapa,
wheheheh, gila liburan sempit amat waktunya, perasaan baru hari ini nempelin pantat di Bogor, dan besok harus berburu tempat duduk lagi sama ANKER (ngeri yah julukannya) kebyang kan, namanya aja udah ANKER pasti idupnya keras, gak salah-salah amat sih, Jakarta Keras Mas broh, demikian juga dunia perkeretaan yang kadang dengan sadisnyanya membiarkan saya yg small ini diantara ketty-ketty orang pulang kantor di sela-sela AC kereta yg sesuai sesuka hati kadang dingin, kadang sepoi-sepoi kadang-kadang juga ANGKER!!!! Bayanginnnn mas dan dek broh, udah kita kyk dendeng di dalem kereta, diantara ketty2 org yang baru pulang kerja yang semelir2 menyengat gituuuu, AC PAKEK ACARAK MATIIIII *tenang bek tenang, tarik napas* BEGINI KAN GAYA KAMUK HEMMP HEMMMP, DEMIIIIIII... *udah oi acaranya udah tamat juga kali, oh okeee.. lanjut...
Semua orang dikantor lagi di terjang penyakit yang namanya FLU, buset dah tuh orang-orang (termasuk saya) klo bersin kyk orang lagi nyanyi seriosa alias saut-sautan, entah siapa yang pertamaa kali menulernya, tp gila ih, 1 ruangan kena semua, dan beraneka ragam suaranya tp ttp minumnya teh botol sosro, hoaaaacim*suara bersin basnya pak ali*, hacih hacih *bersin kejepitnya mbak dya*, srooot-sroooot *pasca fluenya ditta, ahik ahik *saya juga bingung knp suara bersin sy kyk tikus yang mau mati gini -______-" s.o.s need extra holiday, pehlisssss

Namanya juga Socmed, kadang gak ada baik-baiknya, kdang baik bgt, ngasih tau ada yg banjir disni, disana macet, ada suka dukanya bikin account dan sok sokan eksis di socmed, kebyakan org nyinyir semua..udah tau korban banjir, pakek acara ditambahin lelucon jayus, men hati lo mana hatiiii,,,
bukan itu sih intinya, intinya..lagi males bgt buka twitter ama pesbuk, yang bikin hati cenat cenut, bukan gara2 mantan dan pacar barunya, tp ya gituuuu ada 1 hal yang jelas pleaseee Move on!!!

we had it all before, but like i said, it's too late! i was waiting for you to changed for thousand years ago, but you keep your day busy with all your gaming, and feels better after you brought your enemy down on a words, u really disappointing me, i'm try my best to keep you alive for a piece of money, and you just do nothing but waiting,,kenapa gak dari dlu sih? yah sekarang kmu sukses aku ikut bangga banget, tapi yaudh sihhh, masih byk kok cewek-cewek baik disana..jangan diganggu lagi akunyaaa huhuhu, Seriously, pleaseee just live your life and do your own business, i won't to hurt or to be hurt anymore, stop stalking, stalking is another way to breaking your heart :( 

*bacak yasin*
tuh kan bacaan aku ma kamu aja beda, masa kamu mau manipulasi E-ktp buat lamar aku doanggg?

“Momentum tidak dapat dikejar. Momentum hadir. Begitu ia lewat ia tidak lagi sebuah momentum. Ia menjadi kenangan. Dan kenangan tidak akan membawa Anda kemana-mana. Kenangan adalah batu-batu di antara aliran sungai. Anda seharusnya menjadi arus bukan batu.” -DEE Lestari

ya tapi kan itu kata teteh dee, klo kata saya, 
hidup pilihan, lo mau jadi batu kyk malin kundang ato jadi arus buat bebek berenang?
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Welcome Home Bebek



Malem Mbah Blogspot, maaf kemaren saya selingkuh sama si Path dan si Tumblr *sungkem*
Holla eperiwan, akhirnya cinta saya balik lagi sama si Blog ini, gimana gimana? lebih anak muda banget kan.wkwkwk....
selalu suka sama si Blogspot, ga ngerti deh bebas berekspresi, mau khayang, mau jungkir balik mau goyang itik kyknya bebasan disni, :p
kalo si blog bisa ngmg pastii nnya, "hih kmren kenapa di delete segala? itu kan kenang2an lo dr jaman smp, dasar labil"
biasalah mbahh kalo nulis di blogspot itu cepet bgt femesnya, dan kemren tuuhh, salah satu fans akoo ngamuk2 gara2 aku nulis aneh2 di blog yg dahulu kala itu loohh..
kemaren sempet selingkuh juga sih ama si Tumblr, tp kok ya hati mikirin si Blogspot mulu, dan si Mbah makin lama makin canggih, otak intel 1 gak kuat ngikutin ke canggihan si mbah, jadi yah begini salah bgitu salah...

what's new?
setelah kmren kebat kebit disuruh dokter ganteng bedrest di rumah kira-kira sebulanan gara2 atit, masuk-masuk kayak orang amnesia, bingung cara ngerjain ini-itu wkwkw, but really-really thanks Allah, i have a good friends and families who always got my back, di kantor yah walaupun ada yah 1-2 nyinyiran tajem tentang gak masuknya saya, yaaa saya anggep pujian aja, artinya situ perhatian banget sama sini yaa? dan yang ngedoain jelek mudah-mudahan malah jadi obat ;) yang ngeheck ngeheck, gigih banget usahanya, tp gak nemu apa2 kan? yaudh sih gak penting...



dan gara-gara ngemilin si infusan sambil nonton Drama Eyang SOBER season I episode  1- tamat, berat badan naiiikkk not skinny lagi, etapi tapi cihuy sih, dulu pas ke JJF sempet pake hot pants bunga2 yang lagi in banget wktu si craig david dateng, di cewek2 gaul lainnya tuh ketat oke banget, di gue? harus pake iket pinggang pemirsaaah biar ga melorot, dan sekarang dimuseumkan karena istiqomah, dan dan dan kmren iseng pake...MENGKERET, *blame it to dry washer*, oke sekian

hidup pilihan, lo pilih kurus item apa putih chubby :)))